This blog is somewhat rushed as I do not have a lot of internet time for now. But I want to say thank you so much to everyone who has contributed to my race so far. If it were not for all of you, I would not have been able to launch in January with the rest of my squad. But I am in desperate need of your help to finish the last 2 1/2 months of the World Race. Adventures in Missions has recently informed me that I need to raise at least $1800 dollars by September 20th in order to stay on the field and complete the work that God has called me to for this year. At this point, from the time of this e-mail that gives me just a little more than a week for that to come in. AIM has been very lenient in allowing time for contributions to come in, but they would be unable to carry past that point. I have seen God move in powerful ways in the last nine months and I know that more is to come, but I need your help to continue to be used in eastern Europe over the next few months. Please consider contributing to my World Race by clicking on the "Support Me" link on the left side. There you can choose your method and amount you feel led to donate. Thank you all for your prayerful consideration.
You often hear stories of things happening to other people
and deep down you think to yourself “that wont happen to me”. Well, this time,
it happened to me. I had heard stories of other world racers being having their
belongings taken or even held up at gun point, but it caught me of guard when
it actually happened. The morning of the 5th of July, I woke up to
the horrific realization that we had been robbed as we slept. My macbook, my
iPod and even my backup external hard drive had been jacked along with several
others belongings by what seemed to be Tanzanian ninjas. My laptop was against
the wall on the far side, on the mattress that I had on the floor. My iPod and
hard drive, also right next to me on my bed. I've gone over this many times and
there is no doubt in my mind that my thief would have actually had to step onto
my bed to be able to reach my laptop from any direction. As you can imagine,
the idea of this is beyond creepy. Another guy sleeping in the room we suspect
may have even had his earphones taken out of his ears as our friendly,
neighborhood thieves took the laptop that the earphones were connected to.
Sounds like the work of a ninja, does it not?
By the grace of God I do feel that I have truly been able to
forgive the ninjas over the last few weeks. Even though I know these were just
temporary things in a temporary world, it is still a struggle to have them
taken away. I felt so incredibly violated and would have never imagined how
easy it is to fall into anger, distrust and unforgiveness. I pray that they
will somehow come to know the God that has been loving them through it all and
desires true relationship with them.
The Good news? God is still in complete control and He is
still good. Even when life seems chaotic or things happen that we can't
explain, Jesus always wins.
First of all I would like to thank everyone that has supported me financially and/or prayerfully over the last several months, I
would not be where I am today if all of you had not stood by me. This has not
been an easy journey but your prayers have been greatly needed and appreciated.
With that said, I am still in great need of support in order to continue on
this race that I am confident I have been called to. Currently, of the $13,800 needed for all 11 months, God has blessed me
with $9,469, leaving me with $4,331 to be fully funded. While Adventures in
Missions does have a ton of grace when it comes to support, there is a point
where AIM can no longer cover if support is not coming in. I do need to have at
least $2000 as soon as possible to avoid returning home early. Over the
last 6 months I have seen God do some amazing things and I remain confident
that we serve a powerful God that has the ability to bring in what I need to
continue on this journey. While his power and ability transcends the boundaries
of this world, He chooses to use us to carry out His will and purpose in an
imperfect and conflicted world. I would
like to humbly ask you to prayerfully consider supporting me on the World Race
however you feel led. No amount is too small either monthly or a one time
gift.
If you do feel led to give, AIM has presented several
options for giving. By clicking on the “support me” link to the left of this
blog, you can give online using credit card or bank draft (bank draft
recommended) or you can print the necessary information to mail your donation.
Again, thank you all so much for your prayers, support and
encouragement while I've been away. The World Race is an incredible challenge
and I have been stretched in ways I would never have expected. But, it is worth
every passing day, week and month to see God move in the lives of the broken
and the lost. Please pray that God will continue to use our squad to bring
glory to His name in everything we do.
I know there must be at least 20 past world race blogs with this same title, but I don't care, I like it and I'm gonna rock it anyway. Last month in Thailand our days were pretty full at our ministry site, but every now and then we were able to get out to some incredible places in the area of Kanchanaburi. One of these things we were able to do was going to the “Tiger Temple”. I'm not too clear on the details, but apparently tigers hold some sort of spiritual significance in Buddhist culture and they have turned that into a profitable business by allowing tourists to pet and have their pictures taken with adult tigers and cubs… for a price of course. The sad thing is that these huge, powerful, wild animals are in chains for most of their days and forced to lay around and let would be prey touch them for pictures. When you're having your picture taken with the tiger, the staff member is standing by, ready to firmly smack the tiger in the face if they turn their head toward you. It doesn't appear to “hurt” them, but it is enough of a nuisance to make them turn their heads forward. It is an interesting experience to watch physically inferior people smack around these massive cats that could easily tear apart a human being.
As I was processing this, I believe God showed me a stunning parallel to my own life and also to modern day Christianity, especially in western countries. We have, living and breathing inside of us, the same Spirit that raised Christ from the dead. But at the hands of an inferior adversary we become tame and passive instead of stepping in to the power and authority that is our birthright as a son or daughter of the living God. We lie down to the lies we're told about ourselves, we lie down to sinful nature and we lie down to selfishness and pride.
We were NOT created to lie down. We were created to be a spiritually violent, wild, un-tame people that rage against the lies we've been told and rage against our sinful nature. We were created to fiercely advance the kingdom of God, bearing our teeth and tearing through resistance and distraction that would seek to rob us of our birthright.
I don't have a magic solution that will turn us all into spiritual tigers. When I look at my life, I see too much lying down and haven't shown my teeth nearly as often as I could have. But I've been encouraged that over the last 5 months on this race, I feel that God is slowly teaching me to be wild. He is teaching me through His word, through brokenness over the lost, through the pain that I've seen and through the family that I have around me on my team and squad. I don't seem to be a very quick learner in this regard, but He continues to give grace.
Let's get there together. Let's be the fierce body of Christ that we were created to be. Let's rage against the things of this temporary world and tear our teeth through the lies we've been told about ourselves. Let's claim our birthright… and walk in it.
(Written perpetually over the last two weeks, completed on June 7th. I also had some freakin sweet tiger pictures to insert but the lack of stable internet in Nairobi prevented me from posting them. Check back later on for an update.)
This month
is what we call “manistry” month for our world race. The men break off and do
their own thing for a month, being vulnerable with each other, building deeper
relationships and strengthening the bonds between the men on the squad.
Manistry for “M” squad is in full swing here at a YWAM post in Kanchanaburi,
Thailand. Operated by an amazing couple called Arun (husband) and Bang (wife),
the church has been here for about 8 years, being a light in a community that
has not had much exposure to Christianity before they came to town.
We've basically been working on the
grounds doing anything and everything we can to help them further the
capabilities of the ministry site. This has included moving rock, mixing
cement, helping to cut and plant a new tapioca field, cutting banana trees to
feed animals and even herding cows and goats to and from their pastures. There
are several momma cows that come after you if you get to close to the babies,
so herding can be, um, interesting. Several of us have had close calls with a
horned momma cow that we've called “El Diablo”.
I've been sleeping in my tent all month
in a raised, open building surrounded by majestic mountains that sometimes remind
me of the Rockies back home. Its very hot but I don't seem to notice it anymore,
constant sweating has become a normal part of life.
Everyday we have taken time to tell our
“stories”. We tell each other about our lives, how we got to where we are now
and what our challenges and struggles have been leading up to and on the World
Race. This has been an amazing time of coming together and speaking into each other's lives and has made room for growth and healing. When someone is that
vulnerable with you, you feel an immediate connection with them.
I am not sure what else to say, this
has been a month of growth, sacrifice, rewarding hard work, and learning from
each other.
Please feel free to leave comments with questions, a lot when down this month so it's definitely not all here.
When
we first pulled up to the Rizal Provincial Jail in Rizal, Philippines, it all
looked very intimidating. We stopped at the gate, where several guards held modified M16 rifles or shotguns. The guards starred at us suspiciously and proceeded to tell Rollie, one of our ministry contacts, that something was
wrong with the permissions he had received only 3 days before. We would have to
jump through more hoops to gain access to the jail. A few days later, after a
lot of prayer and a few visits to the governor's office, we returned to the
jail. This time, we were greeted by the guards with smiles, their weapons mostly out of sight and we went right in without even having to stop. This was
night and day from our first attempt to begin our prison ministry. We were
casually searched, our arms stamped showing that we are "visitors" and led back
the chapel area of the prison.
Once
inside, we still had no idea what to expect from the prisoners themselves.
Would these people be open to the gospel? Would they speak English? What about
security, would we be safe if something were to happen? What we found was that
in this particular jail, about 80% of the inmates actually professed to be
Christians! However, as it is in the US, that can mean many different things,
but it was start. They even had their own worship team, somewhat. guitar
player, a vocal leader and a drummer that used an interesting drum that he sat
on and played beneath him. First we worshiped together, in English, a few songs
that were fairly new but mostly songs that I had to delve back into my
childhood to recall. After worship, we all had the opportunity to share our
stories, briefly, before Rollie put them into groups for each of us to lead
Bible studies with. This would be, for the most part, the format that our 2
hour a day, 3 day a week visits at RPJ consisted of.
The original study groups that we were with ended up
sticking for the entire time there, allowing us to really get to know the men
(or women, that the ladies on our team were with) on a deeper level. Several
shared their heart-wrenching stories of how they had ended up in the prison.
Due to the overwhelming poverty in the Philippines many turn to stealing and
dealing drugs to feed themselves and their families, this is the most common
offense. However, there were also those convicted of more serious crimes, such
as murder and rape. Regardless of their crimes, my heart broke for these men,
many of whom their families had turned their backs on. A prayer request for
virtually all of the men was that their families would be reconciled and that
they would come to visit them.
I always looked forward to our time at the jail. I had become good friends with a particular
inmate called Brian. Brian speaks English fairly well and would often interpret
for me, especially when I wanted to be sure that the men understood an
important point I was trying to emphasize. Many could understand English but
could not speak it very well, so Brian was a huge help to me. This is a
terrible picture, but you can see all my guy that were in my Bible study.
One conversation that broke me into pieces was with a man by
the name of Alex. He told me at one point during a Bible study that even though
he had accepted Christ as his savior, he still wasn't sure if he was going to
heaven. I asked him why he thought that, because if he had made Jesus the Lord
of his life, that he can be sure of his salvation and that he would, one day,
go to heaven. He looked at me with tears in his eyes and said with very broken
English "but... I have done so many very bad things". I don't know if God can
forgive these things". When I heard that, my own eyes welled up and for the
rest of my time there that day I sat with Alex and slowly explained our God's
amazing grace, mercy and forgiveness. That no matter what we have done, all we
have to do is ask Him to forgive us and that those things are cast into the sea
of forgetfulness and remembered no longer. We eventually prayed together and
before I left for the day, he hugged me almost uncomfortably tightly and simply
said, "thank you, I understand now".
If
I could have given up everything else I have seen and experienced in the
Philippines just to have that one afternoon with Alex, it would have been worth
it. To see his face when the light came on and the grip of guilt and
condemnation was lifted off of him to be replaced with forgiveness and love,
it's indescribable.
In a place where freedom is ever elusive, there are those at
RPJ, like Alex, that have found peace, forgiveness and freedom in Christ that can
not be hidden, stolen or locked away. As corny as it sounds, they have found
redemption... behind bars.
I haven't blogged
yet this month, I'm a slacker, I know. I think I've started this blog
about 5 times but I feel like I'm still processing what my life has looked like
this month. But, here's an overview with more to come.
I arrived in the
Philippines with my entire squad on March first, after over a day of traveling.
We had left Gold Coast, Australia, flew for 8 hours to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
and had something like a 15-hour layover there before catching our final flight
to Manila, Philippines.
This month our
entire squad has been together at Kids International Ministries in Rizal,
outside of Manila. KIM has an orphanage here as well as being very active in
the extremely poor communities in surrounding areas. Director Jeff Long, his
family and staff have been incredible hosts and have given us many
opportunities to minister in diverse ways. We've been blessed to take on
ministries such as feeding children in the streets, Bible studies with young
gang members, prison ministries, mentoring and tutoring kids in the orphanage,
vacation Bible school, building homes and so much more. Every team has a
primary ministry focus but have their hands in others as well.
This has all kept
us pretty busy but now and then we've had the chance to go out and
see more of
the surrounding areas. Problem was, how do we get there?
Enter: The trikey. A trikey is a
motorcycle of sorts with a large side cart bolted onto it. We usually only have
7 of us in this little guy but I've seen up to 10 with people hanging off the
sides and riding on the back, which is a lot of fun I might add. The trikey
costs 8 pesos (about 17 cents) and will take us down the road to the nearest
major intersection a few miles from where we live.
From there, it's all about
the jeepney. This gaudy creature is the primary method of transportation in the
Philippines. It seats maybe 20+ at a time and generally costs about
7 pesos to
get to the nearest mall, called SM TayTay. Jeepneys are also known for having
murals of anything from Britney Spears to Jesus and everything in between
painted on the sides. So, as you can see, transportation in the Philippines is
um, interesting, to say the least.
It is like living
in two different worlds when you leave the general comfort of the KIM compound
and go outside the gate. It is a very poor community, small shacks with tin
roofs lining the dirt roads that also serve as waste runoff at times. Many
parents teach their adorable kids to go out and ask for money when they see a
white person or someone that looks like they have money.
The people here are
very friendly overall, even in the prisons, which has been my team's primary
ministry this month. Men and women who have been convicted of dealing drugs,
stealing and even murder, greet you with a smile when you arrive and are
anxious to study God's word... amazing. This has been my first experience being
the racial minority but I doubt that it feels like this in the US. Sometimes
you feel a little bit like a rock star when you take a casual walk down the
street. Kids come out of nowhere to talk and play with you and others just
stare at the group of Americans walking down the street. I've even found myself doing the same
thing. I'll be walking in the mall and will see a few white people and I'll
take a second look and wonder who they are and what they're doing here. Maybe
sometimes I feel like I am Filipino, even though I've only lived here a month
and speak (maybe) two words in tagalog.
So there's a little
bit of an overview of what we've been doing and what life is like here in the
Philippines. More to come soon with details on our super amazing prison ministry
and recent events on M squad. From here on out I promise I'll try to stay more
on top of things.
Since arriving in
Byron Bay about 3 weeks ago, we've been involved in several different kinds of
ministry ranging from feeding the homeless to local volunteer work to street
and beach witnessing. The first two I mentioned are easy. You show up, you do
what is needed, love on people and share your faith when the window is there.
It's all about blessing people. The latter, on the other hand is a little bit
different in Byron Bay. While people are generally polite and accepting, as
soon as you begin to talk about your faith, their guard seems to come up
instantly. Many will either listen and change the subject as quickly as
possible or proceed to tell us everything that is wrong with our "religion". I
had one aussie guy straight up tell me that Christianity is bull **** and would
rather believe in dreamtime (the local aboriginal tradition) than to believe in
a guy that may or may not have existed 2,000 years ago. Another man, an
aborigine, told us that Christianity had ruined Australia and forced the
natives off of their land and from their way of life. Initially, I was quick to
blame much of this on the enemy's influence over the people we've talked to,
but God began to show me that this wasn't the only component at work here.
Much of this, I
believe, is our fault. By "our" I mean the body of Christ as a whole. In
various conversations that I've had, I have found that Christianity has been
misrepresented for so long in Byron (and around the world, actually) that many
just don't really know who Jesus really is and the message we are trying to
communicate. According to many people I've talked to, Christians are
intolerant, unloving, hypocritical, forceful and generally, uneducated about
what they believe. This creates the idea that Christians are "brainwashed" to believe
what they believe without any real foundation to support it. Even worse, now
they're out to brainwash everyone else!
Through the devil's
influence on God's own people, this bad seed that has been planted here over
generations has created an environment that is vastly closed to the gospel. The
intolerance of those have come before us have paved the way for a culture of
extreme tolerance. A culture that says "you believe what you want and I'll
believe what I want and we'll both eventually get to the same place". It is
difficult to communicate the love of Christ which can be misconstrued as
tolerance for different beliefs and then balance that by saying that we have
all sinned and are in need of His forgiveness and grace.
My team and I have been going in to Acts quite a bit this month,
looking at how God was able to use the early apostles to begin a movement of
Christianity wherever they went. Seeing what God did through them at that time,
we would find ourselves asking what we're doing wrong. Why isn't God using me
in that way? Why aren't miracles happening wherever we go and why aren't our
numbers growing daily? Those are loaded questions, but I believe that part of
it is that the hearts of the people here are hardened toward God due to our
collective irresponsibility.
So what are we doing now? The basics of what Christ taught us -
loving people. To show people who He really is we have to reflect His character
before we do anything else. That's been our main goal since we arrived in Byron,
to love people and let them see Jesus in us. Many groups and churches have
already been changing the culture; we've only been a small part. Youth With A
Mission has been a great partner of ours while we've been here and they have
done an amazing job consistently reaching out in the community as well as local
churches such as Eastgate Church where we've been staying.
God is moving here, just not as He did in Acts as we would like.
He has used us to speak life, love and encouragement to many people that we've
come to know here. We've had the opportunity to pour into locals, the homeless,
backpackers and those on holiday and it has been a joy and a privilege to interact
with them on a daily basis. Many people have told us that people know we're
here. Our presence has been felt in the community and I haven't personally
heard of any negative comments about us being here.
As I write this, my squad has been here for nearly 3 weeks and
will be here another week before we move on to the Philippines. Please pray
that our last week here will be fruitful, that God will grant us favor with
those we will be in contact with and that He will be glorified in all that we
say and do.
For the our first week here in Byron Bay, Australia, we have been
staying at Belongil Fields, a very basic campground about a 40 minute
walk outside of town. By "we" I mean my team, a fellow "M" squad team
and three teams from our sister "N" squad. About 30 of us all in
all. We are all on the World Race, just separate as far as leadership
in the field and sometimes race route and specific locations. We have
been tenting in the same place but have not really worked or acted as a
family of world racers, for the most part sticking around "own kind".
This would all change in one night of unified worship, turned chaos,
turned mass exodus.
On Saturday night we got back to camp just
as a steady rain began to fall. Gathering in a small, covered table
area the steady rain turned to a torrential downpour. We had planned to
worship together for the first time that night and with many of us
already soaked, several went out to worship and dance in the rain and
the Holy Spirit began to work in a mighty way as we worshiped.
Prophesying over and encouraging one another as the rain fell around
us, the two squads became one body of believers who love God and desire
to see Him move through us in Byron Bay. After a few hours, we were
winding down just as the pastor of a local church we had been working
with showed up, letting us know that the rain was forecast to continue
through the next day and that flooding was likely. He proceeded to
invite all thirty of us to stay the night at the church and offered to
transport us all there as well.
As you can imagine, it isn't
easy to uproot 30 people and move them and their belongings quickly,
but this is, after all, the World Race. This is what we do. Soon we
were grabbing all of our sleeping bags, electronics, books, bibles and
journals out of our already flooding tents and piling in to one of the
two cars that were taking trips back and forth from the camp to the
church. Settling in for the night, the joining that began in worship
continued in fellowship. After the drama and excitement of our mass
exodus, most of us weren't ready to call it a night just yet. We
talked, played games and hung out together for a few hours more after
that... though it was mostly a group of girls playing charades
"quietly" that was the real culprit keeping us up for so long. Not that
we minded much.
Since that night, we discovered that much
more rain could fall this month and our gracious host, Eastgate Church,
invited us to stay for the rest of our time in Byron Bay. Yet again,
God has provided us with more than we could ask for and we have been so
blessed to be there.
Jake Kennedy of "N" squad
has a short video on his latest blog showing some of what went down the
other night. Check out his blog for a visual. My hyperlink tool isn't working right now, but you can visit www.jakekennedy.theworldrace.org.
Please
continue to pray that our time here in Byron Bay, Australia will be
fruitful and we will be able to represent Christ well in all that we
say and do.
Its 1:45 in the morning as I right this, running on about 6 cups of expresso... so I apologize if I'm a little all over the place. Today we traveled from Waikanai, NZ on the south side of the north island to Auckland, NZ on the north side of the island. Took about 10 hours or so. We are now staying at New Lynn Bible Chapel in Auckland for a few hours before we go to the airport to travel to brisbane, Australia. I count that we will have been on 6 different vehicles, be it cars, buses or airplanes, by the time we get to where we will be staying in Brisbane tomorrow night. This is the World Race, this is how we get to where we're going to further the Kingdom. I love it.
A few weeks ago my team began to hear some possibilities as to what we might be doing in Australia. All signs at that time pointed toward the bush, working with aborigine youth. "This is where it gets a little rough", I thought. Living in tents, probably few or no showers or laundry facilities, hot, sticky, messy. But, again, this is the World Race, we do hot sticky messy. Things didn't work out the way we thought they would. Many teams are be going to the bush, but my team is going to... the beach. Byron Bay, a few hours south of Brisbane, is to be our home for a month. We would also be living in tents, but we'd be living in tents in civilization to some degree. We have no local contact, our team and a few others from each squad will be on our own to determine the types of ministry we want to dive in to. Much more responsibility to take things into our own hands and run with it, but slightly more comfortable living. But wait a second... I thought we were supposed to be doing hot sticky messy? I'm not complaining but I feel a little guilty doing beach ministry while most the other teams are roughing it in the bush.
However, beyond the typical hot, sticky, messiness that the World Race often is, there is a much more important component that should define us more than any other: trusting that God knows what He is doing.
Ok God, I'll make the sacrifice and go to the beach... if I have to.